I CRY

have you ever known me? have you ever known my heart?

she said

have you ever been on fire? have you ever lost its light? have you ever made love to the sky?
will you ever.. Ever come down?

oh lover misfortune.. old flame running dry..

i weep for all my dead flowers
for all my faded photographs
for my friends and lovers
who dont know me now-
now im alone; i weep for me

do i know me- Now ?

the little girl isnt lost in a Cinderella fairy tale anymore.. i weep for the day i could dream or waken with a handsome prince making love to my body and my mind rescuing me from a tragic scene of reality.. fighting to the death illusions and dragons with the bittersweet taste of erotica dripping from our words; melting us into silence.

was the need to love
Only a love to need?
and do i know You now?

i weep for the promises made unkept i weep for the arms i could not keep for the arms i could not leave for the prisoner ive become i weep for now knowing

i always

had

the

key

did i ever know anything 

does it matter 

now that the play is over

the lights fade and

the Silence becomes deadly.

I CRY